Hey You,
How are you? I've missed you.
I've been ok. Just working.
I got locked into a schedule every part of me wants to reject. That's why I have three jobs. Three separate mini businesses. I'm feeling the need to change it up though as one of the jobs has been front and center. It's the most predictable, delivery driver.
I'm feeling the pull to do something different. Or take my art skills on the road.
I kinda feel like my soul is being ground to a pulp. The whole, "get up and consume the earth" lost it's appeal a long, long, loonnnngggg time ago.
It's about experience, but not "buying" experience, the kind of experience you find in the small moments of being in nature, helping people, feeding people, and sharing culture.
What kind of adventure awaits? I'm not entirely sure. I just know surfing will be involved in some way.
I've always been a bit indecisive, but since my birthday, in September, I feel the need to experience life, not remain a zombie of this society.
Ha! Is my cynicism showing?
All this to say I support you in your own search for something different. That thing that lights up your soul is valid. Its necessary. Especially now, in these times. It's what keeps our humanity alive in many ways.
And I believe in you.
Not matter how big the step, each step towards yourself is a step towards peace. You deserve it. You're worthy. You're enough.
And again, I can't stress this enough, I believe in you.
All my love,
Amber
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