Depression, what it feels like...

Depression feels like...

Being held underwater while you're actually walking around. 

Depression feels like...

Wanting to be wanted, almost obsessively (depending on your brand of trauma.)

Depression feels like...

Feeling everything and nothing at once.

Depression feels like...

Hearing your higherself less and less.

Depression feels like...

Being torn apart at the seams of your soul. 

Depression feels like...

Wading through withdrawal after withdrawal, knowing just beyond this moment there is serenity, and not touching any of your old fucking vices. 

Depression is like...

waiting for your neurons to fire in a somewhat more functional way.

Depression is like...

pressure squeezing every part of you till something breaks. 

Depression is like...

seeing someone, but not being seen.

Depression fucking sucks.



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